30/03/10

yup.. just now i feeling sad very terribly.. but now.. i feel happy alrdy..

but but but we cannot be happy forever.. there may surely have time which makes me sad.. ...

actually.. may be i love him a lot.. that's why so greedy in getting his love back..

my mind of comparing before and after.. and comparing with others trouble me many times to quarrel with him..

STOP STOP stop.. comparing.. i should stop... HOW HOW HOW????? ..

ok la.. i will just try

19 March 2010

i also don't know what i m being now... yeah.. i m being over worried.. ..

does it called love?? i m always wanting to fight with him... though i ever thought to treat nicely and talk nicely.. when i start to hear his voice.. i start to quarrel..

why m i always viewing the bad side of him??? why why why???

i also very hurt now.. i also cannot understand why i m panishing myself..