i hate u .. hate u .. hate u.. hundreds times, thousand times...million times... billion times...

5:58 PM me: hi

  r u ok??? :O

5:59 PM Nay: don't worry
that custom message is not intending to u

  relax urself

  i m quite busy now

6:00 PM i'll give u money tomorrow

  ok?

 me: what?

 Nay: bye for now

 me: yeah.. i shouldn't ask u .    did i wrong for asking u??? did i make mistake concerning about u???? u r too selfish.. ur word is too strong for me,, i have no strength to take such words... but.. u have the heart to tell me like that.. ... very very rude u r to me...

Break Up peacefully...

Today.. the whole day gone... both of us had faced a lot problems, quarrels & decision making...

I had make this decision of being a normal friend of him... a lot of tears was gone with that decision...

Today... we officially broke... don't know when we will be reunited...

Though we were seeing each others, meeting each others... we r normal friend...

something different this time... i doesn't feel right... i hope it will be alright after a moment of time...

Since now.. i will try for my future.. for my parents and for my family..

Ai pay ... forget about unhappiness... i will see my beloved again ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuYspQlAwDY&feature=related

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UT3 is coming nearer... ya.. i m a bit stress regarding with it...

Plus, i broke with him for a period of time... We had separated each other with no sorrows... both of us is mainly for our parents... we felt guilty when we know that our parents are supporting us in much of troubles...

I miss him... miss him... miss him.... & miss home... miss dad.. miss mom.... ya.. life is so funny.... I thought i will be quite ok... but.. it is not what i expected...

I had braced a lot of doubts on him... i cann't log in his gmail account... he said he forgets... i really feel like it is impossible... i try to force myself to trust that he forgets the password... cox.. that way can make me feel better...

Mom... i m so sorry... i know i should try hard on study... and i will... I really want to come to u in this school holiday... I will try my best to be ur clever daughter..