My best friend & Me

Phyu and I were best friends since we two were 9 year
old. We share our joys and never keep any secret in
between. Truly speaking, she is much smarter than me.
She is an apple of every teacher’s eyes.

It was on 18, February 2006, roughly around 6 pm, it
was raining cats and dogs outside, all of a sudden she
ran to my home and dragged me to outside and held my
hand and ran into the rain…

Me: Phyu!! let’s stop here.. I will have to prepare the
dinner for my family..
Phyu: Eain… what should I do now? (start sobbing)
Me: Why? Why are you crying?
Phyu: …..
Me: Talk to me, please! Who bully you?
Phyu: No no! Now I am pregnant already with someone I
loved
Me: Huh?? You had never mentioned to me before you
have boyfriend..
Phyu: It is so sudden, and I had never got a chance to
confess you..
Me: NO. that is just your excuse!
Phyu: As you know, I am 16 only, what will happen if .. if
… if my parents, teachers and other friends find out??
(I was very angry for keeping a secret from me and
shouted on her that “I DON’T KNOW!. That’s because you
never share with me or talk with me before you did!!!”.)
Phyu: Can’t you stop your anger on me? !!!
Me: NO!
Phyu: okay….
She walked away. A few minute later, I realised that I did
something wrong. I turned my head and called her name
but I cannot see her already. In the heavy rain, I tried to
find her but as it was raining terribly, I cannot even see
the street clearly. So, I decided to back home first and
planned to console her in the next morning.
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When I was eating dinner with my family, I heard an
ambulance sound. I had no will to eat anymore, I walked
to our house phone, while I was hesitating to make a call
to Phyu ‘s house to check whether Phyu was home or
not. The phone rang. I picked up the phone. I heard “
Hello, I get this number from the wallet of the girl who
jumps to the river! I had reported to police already, what
is the relationship you and victim??”. I was totally stunned
and eyes were blurred with tears. I could not talk
anything though the other side was responding “Hello,
hello…. hello ……”. I dropped the phone and walked
with no direction, all my family members were staring at
me and I started crying aloud. “Phyu, you should not do
this, isn’t it?? …it is all because of me”, I tried to hurt
myself with something, my mom hugged me behind and
sounded “my dear, do you want me to feel the same as
Phyu’s mom?”. “Maaaa…(mom)”, I hugged her tightly
and cried.

That’s the most memorable thing which happened in my
life. I had lost my best friend because of my deeps. If I
could change the time back, I would have got back to the
time we were together…

My love story

Throughout our teenage hood, our love for each other
has grown stronger; we started to plan a life together
and to make our respective dreams come true. However,
there were lot of problems occurred. It could be said that
a jealousy woman ruined our happiness and told around
the bush to his Dad. His father warned him to break up
with me. As a dutiful son, has no choice but to obey his
father. Since then, we were separated; I was swept
along to a place called Singapore to start my life from the
beginning. However, I cannot even forget him a day.
Time passed day by day, and I was being selected to
attend RP.

On 14 April 2009, a pleasant day with clear clouds, near
the shinning logo of RP, I unexpectedly saw him from the
back. I consoled myself that, I may have mistaken the
wrong person. On the same day, after school, we both
were alight from the facing lift of W3. Both of us were
totally stun, dazing at each other for 10 minutes time.
Then, he started to apologize to me and said that he was
searching me for one year time. The sentence that touch
me most is “You are everything to me. I would have to
lose my life before I’d lose you, now I realise that how
you are important to me”. I gave him a pure smile and
replied him “love means never having to say you are
sorry” which I had taken from one movie I watched.
Since then, we are trying our best to prove our parents
that “love is not spoiling a person; it is inspiring a person
to forward his or her future”. It was my love story in RP.

Thank You!

The feeling which i felt when my bf is away

It was on Feb 15 around 11pm, all my tears pearls were
automatically welled up in my eyes and trickled down
from my eyes then it spread on my whole face. The more
I breathed the RP compound’s fresh air, the more I cried,
cried until I couldnot even lift up my leg to walk. Every
single breath that made was reminding me of his image
and the moment we spent together. I did wish that I
could stop breathing for a moment to make my tear dried
up and wish that I could fly to my hostel room without
going through this RP compound.


There was no one else waiting me at the downstairs on
the way back except security officer. My heart silently
shed the tears from deep within...

The pain wouldn’t stop though I had arrived to my bed
room. I had been keep crying the entire night until I
unconsciously felled asleep.

In the next day, I went to Koufu for lunch. Every single
shop, every single seat was reminding me the days when
we had a great time studying together and having meal
together at RP canteens. I braced that heart-touching
feeling and tried to put some food to my mouth as to be
healthy by the time he was back from Myanmar.

One month period was extremely long for me to pass
through. Anyhow, it finally arrived to the date of my
beloved’s coming back. I don’t think anybody will able to
measure my happiness on that day. Then I realized that

“Love is not finding someone to live with, it is finding
someone you cannot live without ...”